hello

Well, its been a while since i last blogged about my life. to fill you in i got my license, Steve and I have been dating for 8 months now& going strong:), i still have no life because i dance my life away which is okay with me:)..but nowadays ive been living in routine, day by day the same thing over and over again.i mean thats okay when ur older but not for a 17yr old. humm i dont know if anyone reads my blog, but if you do..well thank you for listening:)

Honey Honey♥

i kinda feel like im in a musical..haha well like things are at there ups and down..but like the song in Mamma Mia "honey honey how he thrill me, uh honey honey":) hummm summer so far is going pretty good..but been stuck at home cleaning and babysitting..i have a a couple days off dance..i just really want to travel and go out and see things and experience new things..haha idk i always have an urge for adventure when summer comes:)

Night to remember

hey, sorry i haven't blogged in a while life kinda got crazy. so to fill you in failing math..parents aren't happy about that but its the only class I'm failing..um danced a lot still..and Steve an I have been dating for 3 weeks now were going to have our 1 month anniversary this week:):):):) ha ha i know but anyways tonight was prom and:) it was really really fun:) and i had a really good time with Steve and idk it might be a teenage thing or a first love thing but i don't want to be with anyone else, its just really going to suck when he graduates. but tonight we had lots of fun and filled it with good memories..don't worry nothing bad! it was good CLEAN fun:)

3am chats

well me and steve are doing okay..still friends making out..but i want it to go into a relationship..but im stuck in this zone that idk what it is:/ but i have new news for you..i have a facebook friend that lives several hours away that ive been talking to for about a year and we have become really good friends but he likes me..and he wants to meet someday and become alot more then just friends..idk how i feel about that cause i like steve alot and yeah i know im young and still have ime..but why cant steve just ask me out already. uurrgghh i know sound like a teenage girl:)

Confused

So on Friday me and the girls went to a school dance and i was hoping that Steve would go and i kept looking for him, then i finally gave up and started dancing with friends and then when i looked over i saw him:) and it was great we first went off and started making out then we danced and making out and then while we were dancing he told me i was turning him on and yeah so we danced and made out at the dance..and then i finally asked him what we were and he never gives me a real answer it.. he says that he is mine..what does that mean??? cant he just say if were in a relationship or not????? and ya we held hands and stuff:) and everyone kept asking me if we were a couple and it sucked having to say no.. and yeah so after the dance we walked out and we were with his friends and my friends were doing there thing and yeah his friends were pretty funny cause there all seniors and they were being guys..lol and like yeah he kissed me in front of everyone at the dance and idk what we are:///// but then we kissed goodbye and the next day he didn't text me cause he doesn't have his phone..but yesterday he finally texted me off his friends phone and he was being all sweet saying oh i my day would of been better if you were here and he was all calling me babe and baby and he said he was going to be coming into town and i said he should stop by and he said that he would and so i waited, waited, and waited and he never came:( why didn't he come??? I'm SO confused and like he was saying last night that i shouldn't care to much cause he didn't want to hurt me emotionally..and then few texts later he said he was going to come over after..so what does that me??
my friend was with me and she got to see how sad i got and she told me that I'm too hot for a guy to do this to me, which i don't believe and yeah idk what to do..maybe cause I'm a sophomore and he is a senior its not gonna work out cause he wants older hotter girls...???  but i have to say this when we were hanging with his friends from looks there all really really cute/hot guys but when they showed their tummy's Ive never seen SO many six and packs..it was like  words cant describe..so what if its just one of those player things?????

Kiss Me

HE KISSED ME:):):):):)!!!!!!!! well yesterday we made plans to hang out and i didn't think it was gonna happen but it did and then we went to the movies and during the end we kissed and kissed and kissed:) i don't know how to describe how i feel right now:):):) haha i had a really good time with Steve:) oh my goodness:):):):) and don't worry i got away with my parents not going..but urgh:):):) i feel sooo happy and i just want to be kissing him more and more:):) well that was my night:)..lol:):):):):):):):):):)

why cant it be easy?

well Steve came over to my house last weekend and meet my parents...we haven't kissed and we haven't even gone one a date or dating..but he came over around 9:30pm stayed till past 10:30 and it went good but it sucks cause we were alone for a little and then my mom had to come outside...perfect timing huh..lol
well i guess it didn't go too bad cause he texted me after saying how hard it was to not kiss me..i told him that he should of but my mom had to come outside so he didn't..but this week i got mixed feelings from him..and well we talked for over 3 hours on the phone,,i think that's an all time record for me..lol..but it went good:) and yeahhh:) well we are supposed to go to the movies tomorrow and i asked my parents and they said i can go only if they can tag along..urgh that made me SO mad cause its just a movie and I'm not gonna be doing anything bad but they want to freaking tag along..whats up with that..i mean I'm 16 but I'm almost 17 ahhhhhhhhh!!!!! but since i want to go out with him to the movie really bad i guess i have to put up with it..but idk why they are doing this to me when they didn't do this to my other sisters..goodness..idk