All Hollows Eve

Well Halloween is almost here..let me make a prediction on how this Halloween will be...BORING! hum i need something more outta life..i feel like I'm dying and i need to get out and away to breath and relax and just come back to myself. have you ever felt alone around a crowd of people? yeah i have been feeling that a lot lately..ha ha..who ever is reading this is probably tinking that I'm too self consumed or get a life or no one cares..lol..hum but this is the way i vent. well it was nice to vent again. but i need to get back to reality and start homework:/ well off for now..bye

boys boys are soo much hotter in the summer

hum listening to that song reminds me of my summer..oh how i wish that i can go back..where everything was easy and not so complicated and it was fun. lets revisit my summer..danced mostly all of it. went to the fair meet some cowboys:) what can i say is that he was really really hot!!:) but a complete jerk!! he kissed me:)..found out later cowboy has a girlfriend.:/..well at least my first kiss will always be memorable..right?..hum..i think i like the song story better then how my summer went.  well theres always next summer for a summer romance:)

Life of the average me: an average day

Life of the average me: an average day: "Hello again, well in the day of the life of me today..woke up feeling a bit less sick then yesterday. got up with the hope of seeing that on..."

an average day

Hello again,
well in the day of the life of me today..woke up feeling a bit less sick then yesterday. got up with the hope of seeing that one guy today:) skiped 1st period, went to second was it went okay, 3rd period was fun talked lots didnt do much work..lol;) during passing i saw him:):):) went to 4th was a bore. 5th took a test and drew on my friends hand. went home and spaced out did homework and now talking to you about my day. humm well all i have to say now is.GOODNIGHT:)

Another Pregnant Girl

Well just found out that one of my friends is pregnant. well here is the story..the guy=Y. pregnant girl=PG, my friend=X
X was texting Y and he was being all flirty and saying that he liked her and was asking her for stuff and well she didn't give him what he wanted because she didn't like him and then Y said that he was going to take a "brake" off girls. and so me and X go to the football game last Friday and we hang out with PG and idk how thiscame up but she told us that she slept with Y, during the time he was taking a "brake" off girls and well this week she found out that she was pregnant. and well he didn't take this it well and said some awful things and well today being Friday and a football game night she wore this t-shirt saing "Daddy" and his number. letsjust say things are messy
and then after finding this out Friend Xwas saying how she was actually starting to like him cause of his "sweet talking"and what surprises me is that friend Xknows the guy that i like and she was giving  the guy i like what he wanted and not Y when she liked Y..well it just hurts you know..
oh.P.S. were all in the 10th grade

well other then that life's great being celibate &dancing:) calculated total hours of dance last week and i danced 33 hours:)..my body still hurts and hates me..lol..but dance helps me forget everything and makes life good again:) hum I'm really tired. it almost 3am and gonna wake up in a few hours to go to dance class and a full day of dance rehearsal:) well filling you in on my life..not very interesting..lol..well night:)

Each morning I wake up and die a little

Its 1:35am watching Glee:) i love how it makes me believe that anythings possible and i can go and accomplish my dreams. even thought i feel like all is lost. its the little things that happen in life make u think that maybe it will turn out alright. My body is tired i dance over 23 hours a week and school and life..i feel so stressed. and but i want to be a dancer and since i started dancing late. I'm willing to give up my life so i can at least have a shot at becoming a dancer. but it feels like I'm getting worse in dance..i try and push through the pain and tiredness of my body has but its just getting to a point where i just want one day off everything and i can sleep and not worry about getting yelled at for not cleaning or for being lost. but Glee is my escape from worries and life. it may sound odd..but its true. it makes me believe.. maybe i can be a dancer:) but I'm going to work myself so i can reach my goal:) oh
p.s. i won the award of most improved and consistent dancer for last year and they told me on Wed and gave me this really nice ballet book:):)