Lucky

All of u who have read my blogs might have already figured out that I'm obsessed with Glee:) well u know how they have Sam on the show now..well he looks and reminds me of the guy i like and when him and Quinn sing lucky idk.. i always feel sad and wish that could be me and the guy i like..lets rewind a bit..Ive liked this guy for about a year now and well the first while he was the guy everyone wants to date and no one can figure out why he doesn't date..so a few months fly be and we text every now and then and when summer came we started texting a lot! and well we would flirt...and then i finally told him that i liked him and he told me that he liked me too and once he said that i was sooo HAPPY..well problem is he was away for summer so we couldn't date and well we still text and all..and when school got here he stopped talking to me and then he started texting my friend( i might have already told you about this but i cant remember)  well for a little while i was a bit depressed because my friend knows how much i like him and yet she would still do that to me and i wouldn't be mad if they were talking just as friends but u know how it is they sextext all the time and then after a week he got tired of her and then started ignoring her:) and well now he is gonna talking to this one girl just for... and well its now when i look at him i feel like busting into tears or i get sad when i see them together and but now hes actually been starting to talk to me again and well Ive been really happy but unsure of what to do because he hurt me before but i like him soo much and now everytime i hear that song I'm reminded of him..