remember the boy I'm trying to get over..well its not working. i spend most of my time trying not to think about him. its so frustrating! it just makes me want to cry because i know i will never be able to be with him even though i want to be with him so bad! for a little while I'm fine and life's great and then i think about him and i want him to like me so bad and i get depressed because he wont ever like me. i remember the day i told him i liked him.. he said he liked me back. but i think it was one of those things where you say it back so that you don't hurt the other persons feelings. right now writing about him I'm trying to hold back the tears and yet he still makes me smile from past memories i have with him just goofing around. my friends tell me to get over him because of the stupid stuff he put me through..but even through that i still like him a lot. idk what to do anymore I'm done trying not to like him, but done trying to get him to like me. and my other friend likes him and she knows that I've like him forever and yet she still flirts with him in front of me and she wore his jacket last week and i wanted to but into tears there at school. i don't know what to do. he'll probably end up falling for her.
i just like him so much its sad to say I've liked him for 2 years now and yet liking him has made me happy yet sad..
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