Birthday weekened

Well so much for a birthday weekened. went to LA to visit family it was okay went. well my birthdays tomorrow and well i have a feeling that no ones going to remember. typically im the one who remembers everyones bday and do something special for then. but i dont think that they will remember mine. and idk why i feel like im on the verg of tears when i think about my birthday. im only going to be 16. but i just have that forgotten feeling u know. well al least i have a blog to vent to right?.right?