More tears on my pillow.

So i figured out that the guy I'm trying to get over but cant cause i still like a lot likes another girl..i danced it out and though that id be fine, well i wasn't i just cried until i fell asleep. i know my friends keep telling me to get over him but i cant. they say that " he is going to have to break my heart before i can move on." idk why i feel this way about him. i shouldn't like him soo much cause I'm in high school and I'm young and idk. i never have good luck with boys.  they want me for sex and other stuff.( i don't do that stuff ) but they never like me as a girlfriend. idk whats wrong with me. idk she is really pretty so i understand why he would like her and they're always together now and i just want to cry every time i see them. i know i probably sound like every other teenage girl that thinks there in love..but i know I'm not in love so idk why i feel this way..